When things in our lives seem to be going good, why do we let the insecurities that we have seep in and take over our happiness? I am guilty of doing this and lately I have been on an emotional rollercoaster, going all over the place with my emotions, trying to figure out where I stand with my feelings. I realize that when in a relationship you have to check your insecurities at the door and don’t let them seep into what you have with the other person, especially if what you have is good. I don’t want to be one of those people who let insecurities keep me from being happy, I want that happiness. So, each time that my insecurities try and wreck my life I’ve got to realize that my happiness, my life, and ME are so much bigger than any of those little things that we let consume us but don’t really have any baring on our lives.
Earlier today I was reading my cousin’s blog (jerrellrenee.com) and she was talking about breaking up from the word BUSY…and while I was reading it made me think. Am I like this? Am I too busy to return a phone call or hang out w/ those around me and never spend that much needed quality time that is needed in life? Do I have other things on my mind consuming my time that I refuse to acknowledge the now and take advantage of the precious moments of today? Guilty. I am guilty of being busy doing other things that I have lagged in other areas and have lost time just being…being able to enjoy all that there is around me. I really felt bad when I found myself mad at my boyfriend but I was just like him consumed in other things and didn’t have time to really spend on us. We all get so caught up in the world around us that we forget about the little things that can mean so much and we tend to forget about them and put them to the back burner and become too busy. So today I want to try to not be as busy and take time (wherever I can find it) and enjoy the little things that mean so much in the end.