On this chilly day I started on my task of breaking my cycle of procrastinating over the things that I most certainly need to accomplish instead of putting them by the wayside. No more of that. So, I started getting myself ready to take my placement exam to get back into school and I was doing good, but as the house got cold I succumbed to a mini-Sex and the City marathon, but I did eventually go back to what I had initially planned to do. As they say progress is a slow process, but I am determined to stick with it and better myself. I am learning to take it one day at a time and knowing that God will see me through as long as I continue to push myself.
We all try not to let fear get the best of us and push on through to what we want, but its not always that simple. Is it? I am sitting here racking my brain over things that I know that I need to do but have yet to do mainly because deep down I am afraid of succeeding. Why? I have no idea but I am not going to let this hinder me from moving forward in any area of my life. I have so many dreams and desires, and this one life of mine is the only time that I have to live out my dreams so I intend to get rid of all of the things that I am letting stop me from doing anything that God has called me to do. I want my life to have meaning and that can’t be possible if I am standing still doing nothing. No way, not gonna happen. Wow, now I know what was bothering me so I do feel a little better and can go on with the rest of my night, and week for that matter, knowing that things will only get better.
“Be willing to lose in order to win, to be willing to walk away from the bad situation to get to the good one”-Steve Harvey
Be the change that you want to be…-Mahatma Ghandi