Hello all! I know that it’s been a long time since the last time that I have posted something and a lot of things have happened, and just as fast as the weather or seasons change, so has life for me. Some good and some I would rather do without but through it all I know that God will bring me through. Right now I am adjusting to the decision to take a break from the one thing that I thought would bring me some comfort, my relationship with the person who means the most to me. After a while of trying to figure out what I need to do for me I feel that this is the best thing and maybe some more distance from one another will help me figure out if I want to move forward or far away from the situation at hand. Like any person in a relationship I would like for it to work out but right now I don’t feel that I am getting what I need from it and I might not be giving my all to it either. He just might have some complaints of his own, so I am going to take this time to really focus on getting me to where I need to be. While thinking about this I wondered why we tend to hold on to things that are no longer any good for us. Why is that? We will stay for all of the wrong reasons and wonder why we aren’t happy. I don’t want that for myself and I definitely don’t want to be too afraid to move on to something new because I don’t want to have to start over. I want what is meant for me and I know that somewhere the road that I am on will lead to my happiness. I am okay with the decision that I have chosen because I know that it is the right one and if my heart/mind are on the same course with me to circle back around to where I was, then okay but if not I have no regrets and I can move forward. Smiling all the way into a new week, a new day, and a new change…
