Over the past few weeks I have not been able to get my thoughts out of my head and onto here. Every time that I would try I would get stumped and didn’t know how to finish what I was trying to say. I have been feeling scatterbrained lately, like I have so much I want to do or say that I can not get everything out fast enough. Oh, but I am trying. I am trying to just figure things out and have them make sense for me. I feel like right now a weight is being lifted just by the few words that I have written so far. Stay tuned because there is definitely more to come…and I promise you, you will not be SORRY!!!!
Life throws a lot of things our way that will test our belief in ourselves, others, and even life. Last week I had my own test and I failed miserably because I didn’t trust God enough to see me through just what he had brought me to. I felt bad that I had let such a good opportunity slip through my hands all because of how I had felt in the past. I didn’t think that things would be all that different but then again I wasn’t trusting my faith enough to know that all I had to do was go ahead and walk right into my destiny. Since then I have learned and I will not just throw caution to the wind but the next time I will think about my choices more clearly and make a good decision. It’s all in how you look at things and having the wisdom to know when to walk away and just trust in where you are and what is happening.