I feel…like I keep going around and around wondering what is happening with us. Why do I keep having these feelings? If the same thing continues to gnaw at me, does this mean that something really is wrong and I need to address it? I could be just feeling this way but this isn’t how I want or should have to feel, ever. I want something more than the way I feel and want to move past this, either with him or on my own. I don’t know what is to come of this or if there can be something worked out but if there is I hope that we can find our way through this.